An eve with nature...to gather up!

While i was fidgeting with my position to take a comfortable configuration, the serenity of the place was soaking me into its bosom. With untouched purity and eternal serenity, the park lawn was in its youthful charm. From a bench i was eyeing at the pool which was taken over by few ducklings gliding on the water surface. The hustling breeze could not be excluded for it was provoking. All these contradicted with the unnoticingly clear pall of gloom which contoured my face. The hopeless glance of mine could mislead anyone to think that i headed straight from graveyard cremating my dreams. Even the green lawns failed to cheer me from brooding over past. Their temptations retreated before incaptivating me.

I shut my eyes to silently hear my beats but the quacking ducks seemed to giggle at my tranced state. I was jealous of their glee. To entertain my jealousy, i shooted a stone but missed the target. The little creature was unmoved but made a little movement that held my gaze. I could notice that it had been paddling hard under the water to swim. It beckoned me to learn something. Nothing can be achieved without tireless effort. Every minor success conceals the secret of a major struggle behind it. The world may see the achievement but not the hard work under it. This lesson pulled my cheeks togather to draw a smile on my gloomy lips.

The breeze that beseeched my attention was whispering another message. It maintained its nature and speed even after being threatend by random bush on its way. Though many hurdles crowded its way yet it didnt give up. It didnt stop. It flowed and narrated me its success by hustling in a nearby bush. Even life would send a million obstacle but we must move on with our flow. I bowed to the breeze and took a deep breathe to grasp enough of it that my lungs permitted.

I looked above to thank god for his attempt to cheer me up with his silent messages. God smirked through the twinkling stars. It was dusking and the stars had adorned the sky. The twinkles were trying convey something and i was enthralled to attend a new lesson. These objects are light years of distance away from us. They have been exhausting their fuels since aeons to light up. Who knows, the light i am seeing now might have been emitted centuries ago!

who knows, the star might have died by now! Even human efforts dont coin into success immediately, it may take more than a lifetime to see our work being recognised. Many scientists lost their final breathes before proving their ideas. But those works, those ideas, those efforts dont go in vain. They are acknowledged, but little late. We must hold patience to see our work bring colours. It reminds me of a lot of mistakes in my past that had followed my impatience.

The eve was not long but the imprints of the messages were to last long. I had come here with an entangled puzzle in mind and now am leaving the place with a solution. It taught me one thing that whenever we are shattered and broken down in life, we always get help from nature. It makes rules to emphasise on discipline but at the same time it surprises with exceptions. Nature is the best teacher and definitely a saviour as it gathered me up.

Failure...and the changes that follow

The broken dreams, from their dishonoured graves, question the only living thing in d graveyard- me. And I stand speechless while the echoes of their silent cries deafend my ears. These are the domes of the dreams i had seen for myself one day, long back. Today all of them are crowned with failure and I stand to the epitome of failures.

Being a child, i had a dream. Before i could devise ways to achieve it, i flunked deliberately and to make the matter worse, it was the last chance. I couldnt even edge success. My dream, like an unnoticed piece of glass, slipped from my clutch and before it could hit the ground and shatter, it disappeared. Had it shattered, i would have dreamt of resurrecting it, but it didnt. Breaking of a dream is no big deal but provided its a one-time-chance, it is. As long as a player wins, he is applauded. One failure, and he is abandoned. Thats what i am now- abandoned. I am alone, amidst the playground. No eyes watching me, no claps encouraging me, no awards awaiting me. Just because i lost? No, its worse. Its because i let others down. 'Others', who were never mine but i was always theirs, until now.

Scowls and scorns found me a juicy victim. Frustration almost digested me with a clumsy apetite. Boredom gulped me the whole day and to get rid of it i adorned myself in crowded places. Even the crowd couldnt rescue me from malicious isolation. I was damn being tortured by the loneliness. I wanted to escape to a secluded place to seek for peace. I wanted to take cover but i found no roof safe. The goons of loneliness searched me from all my hideouts. I was chained in its dark dungeons to succumb to its malice. Had i someone to charge me up, i would have broken free of loneliness. But even my strengths turned backs. Seeing all my hopes fall one by one, i decided to give up. Like a victorious emperor, loneliness marched towards me. With anguished eyes, petrified by the footsteps, i awaited my fate. The emperor neared me as i neared my end. He pointed his lusty sword at me and asked me to love the essence of loneliness. The message incited a thought in my mind. He was right indeed. He hadnt snubbed me but showed me a way to survive. I lamented over the futile effort of escaping from the thought of being alone.

I realised that the best shelter to escape from loneliness is under loneliness itself.

To stay with the whole world, make sure you have enough fruits of success in your hands. If you run short of success, you run short of loved ones. Staying in a crowd arouses a fear of being abandoned at any moment but being alone forfeits all fear. Loneliness is the best friend to enjoy with. It never forsakes you. When loneliness becomes bliss, its solitude.

Why are we...the way we are?

Every country has its own forte, its own field of excellence. Japan takes pride for innovation, America for technology, switzerland for beauty and our very own motherland India is known for its Corruption. The country which has a diverse climate with diversity in everything else except, corruption, which is common throughout. Its a country whose education ratio is low but every leader makes sure they attain a p.h.d in corruption. As if its a qualification tailored for politicians.

After independence our country came to our own hands. We got to rule our people. It became a democratic sovereign country. Democracy replaced hierarachy. We got our fundamental rights and duties. Our people became our leaders. We surrendered them our country for taking care of its resources not to feed on it.

We were given the right to equality but at the same time we were grouped as higher and lower caste. Those listed as lower got reservations in every field. Isnt it the best example of equality?

We were given the right to speech. It allowed us to speak and make our ideas public. But our politicians are ready to curb this right. Recently, the bollywood blockbuster AARAKSHAN confronted with pre-release opposition from our political parties. The movie has borrowed inspiration from the social issues. But our polticians would not let it release. How can they? Wouldnt it expose their hollowness? They take funds from the govt and fill up personal treasuries. Adulteration is a common in every business. With high contacts even the criminals run safe. Law is being challenged at every place. Our currencies are being preserved in swiss banks as black money. And when great revolutionaries like anna hazare and ramdev raise a voice, police welcomes them with lathi charge. Politicians leave no stone unturned to crush the voice against the wrongs. And we noble public have trusted them with our votes. Votes for reservation and votes for cash are in trend. Who doesnt like fashion! This is fashion. Fashion of choice.

Fashion of independence.

common india! How long are we going to be cheated by fake promises of prosperity. How long do we keep voting traitors. Why should we be dominated by political parties in our country? Why should our sweat-earned money fill swiss bank treasures? How do we sit idle when our money is misused by politicians and terrorists? Wake up frends! Its high time we must render our people their real independence. Atleast, lets give our upcoming generation a great INDIA. A Corruption free INDIA. Lets do it for our future. Take this resolution on this independence day to free INDIA from the dirt.

Idiotic people in life- FRIENDS!!

It sent jitters down my throat, and from throat it ran through my whole body. A strange feeling of disgust imprisoned me and instead of retreating it, i succumbed to it. Certainly, i wanted to undo the moment but it was so real that i couldnt change it. Yes, i was dumped, rather, mercilessly ditched. I needed her support but i had to withdraw from her life, thats what i was ordered to. I was on my knees, water lined up my eyes to outburst any moment but still i was fruitless. I was being court-marshalled in the courts of love for some reasonable or unreasonable faults. Before she actually began, i had decided my fate. I knew my tears would not be answered and my cries would be unheard. At this delicate moment, something had to happen, which certainly was not expected, but it did happen. I could feel a relaxing hand on my shoulder. It gradually patted me and pulled me back from begging on knees. Before i burst out, i was offered his shoulders to take shelter and hold my tears. I obeyed. Someone hugged me and when i looked back, i saw my friend shadowing me from the guilt. I missed my beats to secure this moment.

This narrates how friends take hold of us when we need them the most, while our beloved turn their backs. They dont quit us even at odd times. They give us the worst and the best moments in life. Love has its season to come and even has another to depart. But friends just come and stay. They move with us. If they bring tears, they also make sure to wipe dem. With our success, friends and beloved celebrate, but with failures, friends still celebrate to cheer up while beloved make excuses. Party awaits every moment if we have friends. Jokes, pranks, celebrations and friends.....now that completes life.

I have my friends, chosen ones. They always remain as silent moments of happiness. They share our joys as well as pain. Idiots!!! They want a share in everything!! Atleast dont ask a share with my girlfriend else i will share with yours....

Justify your living

Life keeps smacking with surprises. It sometimes packs us with friends, love and happines but empties them when we need them the most. Its no big deal. Not that we cant live without them but our addiction towards pleasures makes us crave for them. For a layman it may appear like life is snacthing his happiness and playing with it, but, survivers take it the other way. They think that life is strengthening their grip by putting them in awkward situations and they take it as a oppertunity to fight back at life with a tougher instinct. And they do well. Its said that, even a diamond cant sparkle without rigorous polishing. Only a huge seastorm can make a sailor. How can life be spared from it.

People say that life has never been justified for them but they dont understand that life never does justice with anyone. It sends us difficulties to fight back and toughen ourselves not to give up and start crying over lifes menances. Its our fault that we cant cope with our failures. Evry road to our destination wil offer us with problems. It will be our choice whether to struggle or give up. How can we simply choose the easiest alternative and blame our fates. Wooers cant be winners. They will keep on crying on every oppertunity that life sends their way, thinking it to be another set back. and in this course, they pass their entire life, just by waiting for happines to

come to their feet. god provides grains to every birdbut it certainly doesnt put it in the nest. similarily, life provides everyone with oppertunity but in the form of difficulty.

this life is the most valuable possession of every individual, so worth it.

Its FRIENDSHIP....value it

Certain people clutter our life. It hurts them the most when they find no problem in our life but we still position them overhead and secure a place in our hearts. While they do no such stuffs to deserve the priority. Be it a friend or a lover.

These morons dont understand the basics of being in relationship but they preserve enough ego to defend themselves. But they dont realise that ego is too cheap a firewall to defend the agonies of love and friendship. Ego just blocks the brain to accept the mistake though they commit them openly.

Frequently lieing, living a private life against the friends blindspot and still being counted among true friends is like being molested privately inbetween the market. The true essence of friendship is not in helping at work but helping at moments when the whole world has turned their backs. True friendship is not in trying to show off a white collar with hidden dirt underneath, but its in showing the true colours. What credits would they earn by naming others work as theirs? People who confess their worst deeds before friends sweep all rewards from all those who put on masks to take cover and earn mock claps. They live with luck and one odd day their dark pages open up to entangle the puzzle.

hats off for people who fight the world for a friend and a thumbs down welcomes evry other case. Friends are an important part of life. Mocking attitude, mocking clean collar and cheap show offs are mere footnotes while genuinity takes up header. Polishing the exterior doesnt compensate the internal emptiness. Pointing out at others limits by overstepping your own isnt intelligent work. Take guard of your mistakes before criticising others. It costs a lifetime to earn a true friend so value it.

All about...relationships... and being in it

Relationship is all about being able to complement each other. Doubtlessly, it would invite diverse opinions. But here i am with my own.

We say- love is blind, then how do we distinctly point out each others mistakes? Is love not blind then? Pretty tough to come out with an answer. Isnt it? Love comes with trust. The inverse is rarely true. To trust someone is a decision, maintaining it is the others choice. But that doesnt mean we should not trust someone just by being afraid that he would break it. Its like, not living today for the fear of dieing tomorrow. Such persons are refered to as pessimist by dictionery. Being human, if we dont trust human, then whom should we trust? Animals? We shouldnt forget that even a newborn trusts a woman before coming to know that she is his mother.

In a relationship, when partners live togather for pleasure, they are in love. But when being togather becomes a duty, its pressure. All runs smooth as long as partners complete each other but when each starts advocating ownself, it stops working out.

evrything runs fine as long as family tension and office affairs limit to house and office respectively. Similarily, life sinks to hell when family starts to interfere with relationship. Evrything appears peaceful till they limit to their respective spaces.

Doubt is a human nuclear weapon which aborts trust. Its a virus that corrupts faith. It brings down every perfect relationships. So, to walk longer, it needs to be guarded entry.

to get into a relationship brings with it a lot of responsibility. It also comes with the probability of mistakes. But mistakes shouldnt gain priority over love. Mistakes once committed can be rectified but love once lost cant be regained.

To maintain a healthy relationship, we need to garnish it with lots of love and trust. We must forget and forgive mistakes. We must give it its own existence and own space devoid of family, work and environment. We must make it a part of ourselves. When a part of the body gets injured, we dont cut it off, we rather cure it. Let relationship be taken the same way.

So come, fall in love, because it will enhance the passion to live. Taste the honey of love before it tests you. Because, its never late to fall in love.

Racing to loose....pitiful indeed

A medical aspirant rubbing asses off 24 7 in an I.T company is doubtlessly a pityful sight to watch. What worse could it be than killing ones own desires? It blows off the entire fuse from a contentful life. Todays youth is participating in an ugly race of money. And painfully though, the latter has taken over work satisfaction. Wads of notes are even a common thin in a hawkers hands but work satisfaction is a rare sight in this busy world. Ofcourse busy! But for the wrong reason. Books teach- money cant buy happiness then what makes it the most seeked?

we are chasing money or we r running away from happiness both means the same. Choosing the most paid proffession is like choosing the best way of death. Its an agreement that auctions joy for money. It leaves one to die with sacks of gold around and not even a moment of contentmen to cherish for.